good bye grandma , you were the only person who every really loved me , you were the best mother in the whole world , im sorry i let you down , you never let me down , my whole life . if it wasnt for you i dont think i would even be alive today . i miss you so much. thank you for always being there for me and forgive me for letting so much time go bye with out seeing you and being so selfish. i love you with all my heart and i always will . see you when i get there. i love you.