Mom I miss you so much. You have grand babies now!!! 2 girls oldest is Melanie she’s 8 and samaiyah she’s 6. You would love them so much cause their very curios and smart and they speak their mind just like you… it’s really weird at times but I love it. I wish you where here to see them grow with me. I need you sometimes but I know your happy in a better place…. I miss your hugs and kisses hell even you yelling at me. And your laugh and smile I’ll never forget. I really want another hug from you again just one. So please visit me in my dreams again one last time for a hug and I promise I’ll try to stay asleep and not cry this time ok..

I love you mom with all my heart… still hurts and it’s been 14 years. I’m a man now and I accept that your in a better place now. I’m not mad any more… I just miss u mom…

Love from your son, your bug Buddha,

Solomon….