One year ago I was with my dad when I can be with him. One year ago he always took me rides in his mini cooper. One year ago I didn't get to see him anymore on the date of 10/10/10. The most hardest day of my life that I lost my best friend, my father, most of all the guy who help my mom rise me since I was born. I didn't really think this day would come around again so soon and I have been feeling sadness my whole day today wishing there could be a way to be able to go on those mini cooper rides or spending my Sundays watching Indy car. But, I could do with my mom but we never watch it or ride in mini neither. So daddy I'm VERY confused without you. You are my best friend. Also, my daddy who I can only say to right now that if there was a way to spend time with you again is only by dream and time. So, Rest In Peace and I will be there when God says it is time for me to come up to heaven. But, that time isn't now. But, doesn't mean you have to fuss daddy. But, you could be right next to me watching me type this. So the last thing I have to say is Rest In Peace and I will in heaven some day daddy I love you.